So a while ago, I put my name down to volunteer with Student Minds. It’s a charity which helps students in the UK deal with mental illness and they do a lot of work with the university that I go to, Leeds Beckett (or Leeds Met if you’re a good person).
Anyway, today I received an email asking for volunteers this Thursday to run a stall on campus. And I said yes. In fact I jumped at the chance because I love helping with things like that and I’ve had nothing to do for the last couple of weeks.
But the tile of this post is ‘The worst person for the job.‘ And you might think I’m a good person for the job because of the subject and what I do here on By Lauren Hayley.
However – and it’s a big and slightly comical however,
There is a very obvious and valid point that I’m the worst person for this job and my boyfriend is finding it quite hilarious that I even agreed to do this in the first place (because it is literally my worst nightmare).
If we refer quickly to my All About Me page, you’ll come across Number 5 pretty quickly:
5. Balloons freak me out and I can’t eat anywhere near them or touch them.
Now I don’t think you quite understand the severity of this. It’s not that I’m scared of balloons, but I hate them. For as long as I can remember I haven’t been able to touch a balloon without gagging, I can smell them from a mile off (I’m like a police dog when it comes to balloons) and I will not eat anywhere near one. They’re just yuck. I know it’s weird. I was a very strange kid.
And yes, I know I study Events Management. Events need to stop featuring balloons – that’s all I’m saying.
Following on from that: the description of what’s happening on Thursday:
We are going to have balloons so that people can write negative messages or something that is upsetting them (such as being stressed about exam results or nervous about starting semester 2) and then they are going to pop the balloons to release the negativity.
Shit.
Shit.
Triple shit.
Oh bless your heart! I wish you strength. You are great for volunteering.
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Thank you – I’m sure I’ll manage!
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An ‘Irrational fear of balloons’; interesting…I self diagnosed myself with misophoni, because I detest mouth noises and heavy breathers (punch someone in the nose angry ..haha).
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Haha odd isn’t it! It’s the mixture of air and rubber/plastic. i know that’s mental haha. But anything with compressed air. Like… a snorkel.. I can’t even think. I’m well aware it’s mental haha!
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After everything I’ve seen in life, NOTHING IS ODD.
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Misophonia, sorry 😳
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I was looking to buy some balloons earlier…
…but the rate of inflation on them was ridiculous…
(I doubt that will make you feel better, but it made me laugh a bit)
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Hahaha that’s the sort of joke you store for years at a time waiting for a reason to use it!
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Lauren, I would think you would enjoy seeing the repeated destruction of your nemesis 🙂
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I’m scared of haunted attractions – the past two years I’ve worked at one. It freaks me out walking through part of it to reach my spot, but as long as I’m the one in costume I seem to do okay.
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That’s insane that you work with something you’re so scared of – you think you’d get used to it! What made you work there? I’m not good with things like that either (I’m pretty much scared of everything haha!)
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Well, I was having a good long hypomanic episode, and was convinced I was going to be a famous actress, so I went hunting for acting jobs. The haunted farm was sort of acting and was the first thing I got hired for. Ok, actually the only thing. Then over the following year I became good friends with the family that owns it, so I felt I had to do it again, even though I had a ton of anxiety and was going to be very sleep-deprived doing it on top of my day job.
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Wow the brain is a ridiculous thing. If you’re still not enjoying it you should stop – no point in stressing yourself out over something that can be fixed 🙂
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For how long??
Maybe you can get someone to write your balloon problem on a balloon for you.
Is it too late to back out?
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Only for Thursday. About 7 hours. It’s fine I can manage – that’s not a bad idea!!!
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This is like a session for anonym or pseudonym bloggers 😀 Then here’s my mental issue.
I hate the touch of the textile corduroy and I cannot even look at it. My tongue(!) and fingers get numb and I’m trembling. And for some reason I have to go as far as I can and wash my hands.
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Haha I love these ridiculous things. We’re all nuts. I’ve just thought of another one. I can’t scrub over the same spot. Like if I had a stain on the floor and I was wiping it, or even just taking my nail polish off. If I go over the same spot more than a few times it makes me gag – I literally have no idea why it’s ridiculous. Even watching people scrub a floor on tv! hahaha
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LOL! 😀 I was pretty depressed today but the fact that how crazy we are, made my day 😀
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Hahaha glad to help!
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I hate touching food. Any kind of food. Cooked, raw, wet, dry, messy, tidy. I have to wash my hands immediately. When I cook, I wash them every time I touch an ingredient. The absolute worst is cheese. Ugh.
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That must be a nightmare to deal with on an everyday basis?
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Maybe it’s time to face your fear:) I wouldn’t I’m happy to live with my phobia(spiders)..lol, can’t you get out of it?
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I’m sure I’ll manage! I’m determined – I’ll be fine. i’ll try and get some pictures to show you all after (probably of me squirming!)
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I couldn’t do it. While I don’t mind touching/seeing balloons, I am absolutely TERRIFIED of the sound of popping balloons. I wouldn’t last five minutes! XD
Good luck, hun!
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Thank you – If anything I quite like the popping because it means they’re dead haha!
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Sorry I’m speechless…did you really agree to this?
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Haha it’s going to be fun, isn’t it.
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Sweet irony is what helps us to recover!
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I’ll be remembering you today as you face this challenge 🙂 I hope it is a rewarding experience!
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Thank you Diana, so kind! I did it!!! 🙂 Post to come shortly!
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https://bylaurenhayley.wordpress.com/2015/01/29/student-minds/ 🙂
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