May 1st

After my previous post, you’ll know it was important for me to have a good day this May 1st. New memories needed to be made to overwrite old ones, and for that, my boyfriend and I spent the day together.

We went out for lunch, had drinks, went for a walk and played games – nothing incredibly special but a perfect day for me with a perfect person. It was everything I wanted and needed it to be. Although, Nathan wasn’t overly enthusiastic about my commemorative selfie…

sjMy anxiety still isn’t being kind to me at the moment, but you’ll be happy to hear that the panic attacks have calmed down a bit. I’m now just hoping the end of the month comes around fast as all of my exam stress will be gone by then and hopefully some of my tension too! For now though, it’s yoga and meditation every morning and strictly no caffeine as I can’t take any chances on making it worse.

Thank you for all your kind and encouraging comments/emails/tweets etc recently. Not one of them goes unread or missed.

love lauren x

9 thoughts on “May 1st

  1. Josh Wrenn says:

    Hang in, my anxiety waxes and weens, hopefully yours cycles too and you find yourself in a calmer state soon.


  2. lilypup says:

    Looks like a really nice day. You are so smart to do the yoga and meditation. And skipping the coffee. You’re doing all the right things! hugs, lily


  3. lifeofmiblog says:

    Well done, glad it went well. I too struggle with photos. Particularly the kind in this post. My poor wife can go through hundreds of our “memory” photos and there will be practically none of ‘us’, those there are, I look miserable. I feel like such an ass. Tell Nathan that a little pain now provides wonderful memories later. 🌻😎

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  4. lifeofmiblog says:

    What’s with the name change? I think it’s great but thought for a minute that I had started following someone while I was in a state of madness and then forgotten! From what I have read from you, I think the “sparkle” part is particularly apt! Keep on sparkling!✨✨✨


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