After my bad day a couple of days ago, I thought I’d managed to get my anxiety back in order and was back to being confident to leave the house.
However, somehow it managed to show up again yesterday, and again today.
Anxiety is striking me every time I go further than the end of my street and last night I was unable to go into work to grab the keys for today’s shift.
But today, after much stress (and lots of doubt!), I am at work and have managed to open the shop up on my own. It’s a massive relief, not only for myself as a personal achievement, but also because my boss and colleague are currently in Barcelona so if I didn’t open the shop, the shop wouldn’t have opened!
So today I am happy, and my anxiety better be expecting more strength to come for tomorrow’s shift!
That is an amazing achievement, sending a virtual hug to you Xx
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Thank you 🙂 xx
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Good for you! I understand how hard this must have been for you. I applaud you for your strength and determination!
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Thank you, Leslie!
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Excellent show of strength, Laura – well done 🙂 xx
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Thank you 🙂 x
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Good Job! Sometimes things go in an ebb and flow nature, we roll with the punches and our subconscious tells us things we cannot always comprehend that goes deeper than we can see at the time that we have not handled that week,but eventually we will figure it out. I had/ have an event going on like that right now myself. Good work on staring down that ‘bully’ and pushing on!
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Thank you! I hope everything with you works itself out as well!
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That’s fantastic Lauren! You are so strong and determined. You remind me of me . It’s like we are moving forward despite this damn illness. You are kicking it’s ass!!!
Traci
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Thanks, Traci! That’s all we can do isn’t it, we have to be determined or else it’ll beat us! 🙂
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Definitely!
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Thanks for follow☺
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You’re welcome – I was surprised I wasn’t already following!
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So inspiring. You show incredible strength in so many ways. Keep going, don’t stop now!
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Thank you, as always!
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I’m glad you’ve managed to show Anxiety who’s boss and congratulation on the achievement, I wish you well in the future 🙂
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Thank you! 🙂
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well done!! what an accomplishment sending a hug, a thumbs up and a pat on your back for your achievement across the pond. i knew you had it in you! here’s to tomorrow being even better.
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Thank you – I sure hope so! 🙂
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Well done lauren. You showed up for life today. is there a way if like each post individual post? only I cant see the button?
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Thank you! If you click on the title of the post and then scroll to the bottom there should be a like button 🙂
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Best feeling there is, I think!
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Amazing achievement! 🙂
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Thank you – fingers crossed it goes smoothly tomorrow too!
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Congrats! Anxiety can be so debilitating. I had a panic attack last night and it was no fun.
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The feeling doesn’t get any easy the more you have them does it. I hope you’re feeling much better today.
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No it doesn’t. If anything they seem to get worse.
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Yay you did it! I know how good that feels. And you know you can do it again! Great to hear 🙂
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Thanks, Jenny!
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I’ve had a couple of anxiety attacks this week. They don’t keep me from doing stuff, but man, is it exhausting!
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Incredibly exhausting!!
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I so enjoy reading your blog and find you to be an inspiration. Because of that, I have nominated you for Sisterhood of the World Blogger Award.
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Ah thank you! 🙂 I’ll check it out 🙂
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Well done, Lauren!
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Thanks, Lizzie 🙂
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I think i came here at the perfect time, i’ve been having a series if anxiety pangs lately, and i just took a bold step a few minutes ago to break free, smile, and move on in spite of the fear and anxiety. thanks for sharing this, and thanks for the like too.
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Well done you! That’s amazing!
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Thanks a lot!
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That is tremendous! If you can congratulate yourself with a treat. You definitely earned it!
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HI! I don’t know you personally, but you have liked a couple of my posts on anxiety so I decided to check out your site. Congratulations on dealing with your anxiety today! sending you positive vibes that the rest of your day and weekend goes smoothly.
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Thank you, that’s very kind 🙂
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Yay! Today was a good day. 😀
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It was in the end!!
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I’ve been there. Congratulations. I hope it keeps getting incrementally better for you.
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Thank you, John.
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Well done getting over the hurdle this morning. Dealing with anxiety myself, I know it can be tough to break through it. Someone once described anxiety to me as being “a mile high, a mile wide but paper thin”. The idea of pushing through is daunting, until we get to the other side. Well done – you are not alone 🙂
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Thank you – and good analogy!
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Great job!! Just remember to take 1 minute at a time and celebrate those little victories. As they say “keep your eye on the prize”. In your case, the prize was making it to end of your shift and you did it. Break your day out by hours and then celebrate each victory however you do that……jump up and down….do a fist-pump in the air…..give yourself a high-five…….go to the pub for cold one at the end of your shift……LOL). Look around at all of your friends and supporters here……we are all cheering you on! You are doing awesome! 🙂
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Thank you – I really appreciate it 🙂 Don’t worry I treated myself – or my boyfriend treated me I should say – with a takeaway! And then it’s drinks after I succeed at tomorrow’s shift!
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So awesome and effin’ wonderful for you!
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I just did it again this morning as well – and today I felt even less nervous. Hopefully in a week or so it will be completely gone and I’ll be able to walk around freely (or as free as I could before this week!)
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Progress is progress! Good on you Lauren!
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Thank you 🙂
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Its so nice to read things like this! Lets you know that it can be beaten and you can slowly get through it 🙂 x
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Here’s hoping! I’m at work again today too and it was slightly easier than yesterday 🙂 xx
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well I am sending lots of support your way 🙂 xx
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Reblogged this on richardkaizen and commented:
Really enjoyed reading Laurens Blog today.
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Thank you, Richard!
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No problem. Hope your are well and look forward to your future posts
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I’m glad you found your strength, girl! ❤
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I am so proud of you! Great job, Lauren! 🙂
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Thank you 🙂
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Good luck on getting past it. I know it’s so hard to overcome some days, I spent several days hiding under the duvet when I was supposed to be looking for work recently. Hope you continue 🙂
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Thank you 🙂 hope you’re all good now as well
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Congratulations on conquering your anxiety and being able to get to work and function with confidence. Anxiety is so difficult to manage sometimes but you did it this time and the next time it hits you you’ll be able to remember that you can survive it.
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I could have done with this comment a couple of hours ago!! I got half way to the pub with my boyfriend before I freaked and I’m not at home. Oh well, tomorrow’s another day!!
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Yes, tomorrow is another day. It’s not the setback that counts; it’s how you continue moving forward. You can do this. I hope tomorrow brings smoother waters for you.
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I have trouble leaving the house too. Congrads on the job it shows you are doing great. I had a volunteer job for a while but got sick with a bad virus and couldn’t renew my two month contract. I am spending the rest of my summer relaxing and focusing on my writing. After being sick for 7 weeks I think I deserve some time to enjoy life.
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Yesss!! Go you. Gotta celebrate all the victories. 🙂
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Thank you 🙂
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Congratulations! I understand exactly how that type of anxiety feels, but you are adding links to your strength chain every time you have a victory. Those links can never be removed or crushed 🙂
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